around the edge.

i am waiting for the day,
the day i will finally let out all this negativity.
the day i decide to let my feet touch the ground,
and taste the freedom, i've longed for all this while.
i will face the crowd,
with no i-am-ashamed-ofs, no secrets.
still looking, i am,
in search of the antidote,
to this jadedness.

probe your conscience,
is it right to feel this way?
i wanna burn these thoughts of mine,
sprinkle the ashes across the horizon,
and never look back...
forward i shall charge.

till then,
behind this facade i will hide.