Realm of the Random

i'm feeling so troubled.
with school and its horrendous work load,
and my schedule post-exams.

seems like nothing is going according to plan.
it was..
exams -> BKK ->work -> Christmas

now it possibly might become.
exams ->BKK -> USA (Christmas & New Year's)

or

exams -> BKK -> USA -> Singapore on Christmas Eve.

i hate to have to choose.
i want to spend 3weeks there,
yet i want to be with you for Christmas baby.